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when i die, i think i would very much like to do it in the mountains, on my back, as it begins to thunderstorm, rain falling into my eyes, and all alone. of course -- who wouldn't? at least, i can't imagine why anyone wouldn't. to me, that just makes sense, and seems to offer the greatest serenity. of course, i'm certain you've got your own vision that's drastically different from my own.
at the very least, the thought of dying in a hospital is thoroughly disgusting to me. don't let me die there.
and no, i'm not depressed in the slightest. i just think about my own impermanence somewhat regularly, with, what i feel is, objectivity. btw, i'm an organ donor (totally serious), so slice me up when i'm gone and sell my parts on the black market (just make certain useless people don't get them). my penis will be put on ebay and bought by the highest bidder, but not before 100 silicone replicas are made as authentic limited edition collector items.
i feel.. nominal
at the very least, the thought of dying in a hospital is thoroughly disgusting to me. don't let me die there.
and no, i'm not depressed in the slightest. i just think about my own impermanence somewhat regularly, with, what i feel is, objectivity. btw, i'm an organ donor (totally serious), so slice me up when i'm gone and sell my parts on the black market (just make certain useless people don't get them). my penis will be put on ebay and bought by the highest bidder, but not before 100 silicone replicas are made as authentic limited edition collector items.
i feel.. nominal