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I feel wonderful.
and... i feel like things are changing. For the first time, maybe ever, i WANT change, i like it even.
Life is simple- its exactly what i always wanted. I realized that today. I get in my car, i go see people, i go to different places i see different things. But at the end of the day, i am myself- im not compromising any part of me and that is a great feeling-- one that hasnt been felt in a long time.
Im not wasting time with silly people- im not going out, driving for an hour only to find myself still being lame. Everything ive done has been worthwhile. Maybe its a matter of perspective- maybe things are really better-- whatever it is; i like it.
This reminds me of my beach-time oasis in the summer (minus the beach burrrrrrr)
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what else?
i want ice cream.
i dont like sleeping at all (it is a WASTE OF TIME)
i havent been to work since monday
i like work
i like school
i gota fil out more apps
and the fafsa
i hate college. (but i cant wait!!)
i have a newfound appreciation for death cab
i dont know whats going on-- this is strange, alienating even
and... i feel like things are changing. For the first time, maybe ever, i WANT change, i like it even.
Life is simple- its exactly what i always wanted. I realized that today. I get in my car, i go see people, i go to different places i see different things. But at the end of the day, i am myself- im not compromising any part of me and that is a great feeling-- one that hasnt been felt in a long time.
Im not wasting time with silly people- im not going out, driving for an hour only to find myself still being lame. Everything ive done has been worthwhile. Maybe its a matter of perspective- maybe things are really better-- whatever it is; i like it.
This reminds me of my beach-time oasis in the summer (minus the beach burrrrrrr)
______________________________________________________________________
what else?
i want ice cream.
i dont like sleeping at all (it is a WASTE OF TIME)
i havent been to work since monday
i like work
i like school
i gota fil out more apps
and the fafsa
i hate college. (but i cant wait!!)
i have a newfound appreciation for death cab
i dont know whats going on-- this is strange, alienating even