VISIT U AT BASKIN ROBINS ALL THE TIME... because i know that i am yours and you are mine...
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH
i came up with something mildly interesting to say!
ok.so i havent really been taking pictures lately. and i realized it was something i REALLY missed/./... furthermore, i realized that i havent been because i thought there was nothing TO take pictures of.
But i got two rolls of film developed and they included pictures of:
me and emilys "date" to the 99
the red sox game
the wedding
me goofing around with prettykitty
senior review
SO. this means that im retarded and should not stop doing the things that make me happy... like painting. GEEZ i havent painted in ages. The last thing i painted was that gatsby house for jess
mmm im gona paint soon :)
Also: today i met someone who is flying across he country in order to keep doing the thing he loves to do: film. And i was thrilled to see that people like him exist in the world. Sometimes i feel utterly hopeless because people have a tendancy to not persue ambitions, and settle for mediocre lifestyles. The idea that someone is willing to leave a previous life behind in persuit of something they love really amazes me. Andi mean, its just SO COOL.. its something authentic, its real and raw. It isnt someone saying they like something in order to impress the norm-- it isnt a game, it isnt a lie. It is utter passion and today, perhaps for the first time in my life, i realized what type of person i want to be. I want to do something like that, i want to do something that will make me happy. I dont want to spend my life thinkign that theres something i love out there that im ignoring. I just think about the satisfaction... imean, i find satisfaction in just having a CONVERSATION with a person like that, nevermind BEING someone like that.
i know everyone has their flaws obviously, but when a person is willing to foget about thier limitations and just go for what they want, these things are pesky, theyn dont hold as much importance anymore.
ahhh... i duno, today was just a fantastic day.
bye again
i came up with something mildly interesting to say!
ok.so i havent really been taking pictures lately. and i realized it was something i REALLY missed/./... furthermore, i realized that i havent been because i thought there was nothing TO take pictures of.
But i got two rolls of film developed and they included pictures of:
me and emilys "date" to the 99
the red sox game
the wedding
me goofing around with prettykitty
senior review
SO. this means that im retarded and should not stop doing the things that make me happy... like painting. GEEZ i havent painted in ages. The last thing i painted was that gatsby house for jess
mmm im gona paint soon :)
Also: today i met someone who is flying across he country in order to keep doing the thing he loves to do: film. And i was thrilled to see that people like him exist in the world. Sometimes i feel utterly hopeless because people have a tendancy to not persue ambitions, and settle for mediocre lifestyles. The idea that someone is willing to leave a previous life behind in persuit of something they love really amazes me. Andi mean, its just SO COOL.. its something authentic, its real and raw. It isnt someone saying they like something in order to impress the norm-- it isnt a game, it isnt a lie. It is utter passion and today, perhaps for the first time in my life, i realized what type of person i want to be. I want to do something like that, i want to do something that will make me happy. I dont want to spend my life thinkign that theres something i love out there that im ignoring. I just think about the satisfaction... imean, i find satisfaction in just having a CONVERSATION with a person like that, nevermind BEING someone like that.
i know everyone has their flaws obviously, but when a person is willing to foget about thier limitations and just go for what they want, these things are pesky, theyn dont hold as much importance anymore.
ahhh... i duno, today was just a fantastic day.
bye again