Jan 16, 2006 20:49
Every now and then I get this feeling of complete satisfaction. I just got back from Denver, I would never move there. The city was beautiful but vegas is home. Jay couldn't come and I missed him sooooo much, that was the longest we had been away from each other in years. I'm getting a little pudge for a belly, it's cute. I'm only a little over 8 weeks but already my body is changing, we are so excited.
We're going to be a family, just the 4 of us. (we have a dog) it will be perfect...just a simple kind of life.
These past few weeks have been quit the journey for jay and I but I feel closer to him then I ever have in the whole million years (almost 6) that we have been together. I bared my soul, every secret he never knew, he knows now. How ironic that through all of my weight gaining that after having that heart to heart with him I feel so much lighter. :)
"Love is when your soul finds it's counterpart in another" he, is my souls counterpart...no doubt!