I'm upset.
I feel extremely left out...I'm not trying to be weird with this or anything, it's just something I truly feel and I can't help that I feel this way. We have a show on Friday, and Eddie asked me to find some other bands to play...I did...and we would not even be playing if I hadn't of found those other bands. I called so many people and made arrangements. I feel as if nobody appreciates it. I mean I dish out some ideas that I think would be cool...or you guys dish some out and I say I want to do it too...and nobody even calls me to tell me when stuff is going on. Like the t-shirt making thing...I seriously wanted to do that, and when I called and you guys were like, "oh we are making t-shirts," I felt sort of crappy because I thought you guys were going to let me know when it was going on. Today I called Alisa to ask if we were going to have band practice and nobody picked up...then I called again and Jb picked up and said band practice was going on....I didn't even know about it! I'm sorry I'd just like to be notified of things before they happen, I don't have psychic powers...I can't predict when things are going to happen. I love you guys and I say this in the most sincere manner in which I can. :(