these days
Ok, so I texted Philip yesterday. I decided I would text him after art-academy. So I was nervous about it, but when time was there I got into another state of mind and just did it. When I had send it, I thought it might still have been too indirect (let me know if you are ever up for a drink)and he probably wouldn't answer.
In art-class someone said that if you want something for real, it will happen. I took that as a sign. So while driving in the car back home I hoped he would text me again before next day noon. Than I thought "no,before I go to bed" followed by "no, before I reach home now".
Than I thought "no matter how unsure I am about this, I really want to give this a try".
So 1 street before I reached home I received a message back from him. I was really happy that he answered so fast. He replied in a very nice and enthusiastic way. He started with something like "hey pal". He didn't answer on the drinking part, but he said he had gone to the club where I was on sunday, to find us. We had missed eachother by 10 minutes.
So I replied and forgot to put a question in it, so he would answer or send a message back. But he answered anyway and even asked a small-talk question to keep the conversation going himself. I thought that was a great sign. I answered, turned off my mobile and went to bed. And this morning there was another message from him. :-)
I guess I'll have to take things slowly and get his trust and see from there. But the way he wrote yesterday seemed enthusiastic, though he didn't answer on the drinking part yet.
I'm optimistic we'll meet in the near future and I'll see from there. I prefer it this way. I want it to start slowly. As long as I know there is still progress and things happening.
In art-class someone said that if you want something for real, it will happen. I took that as a sign. So while driving in the car back home I hoped he would text me again before next day noon. Than I thought "no,before I go to bed" followed by "no, before I reach home now".
Than I thought "no matter how unsure I am about this, I really want to give this a try".
So 1 street before I reached home I received a message back from him. I was really happy that he answered so fast. He replied in a very nice and enthusiastic way. He started with something like "hey pal". He didn't answer on the drinking part, but he said he had gone to the club where I was on sunday, to find us. We had missed eachother by 10 minutes.
So I replied and forgot to put a question in it, so he would answer or send a message back. But he answered anyway and even asked a small-talk question to keep the conversation going himself. I thought that was a great sign. I answered, turned off my mobile and went to bed. And this morning there was another message from him. :-)
I guess I'll have to take things slowly and get his trust and see from there. But the way he wrote yesterday seemed enthusiastic, though he didn't answer on the drinking part yet.
I'm optimistic we'll meet in the near future and I'll see from there. I prefer it this way. I want it to start slowly. As long as I know there is still progress and things happening.