heartbeatings
The weekend ended even better than expected. Right after posting my previous post, I lay down on the sofa for a small nap. About 20 minutes later I woke up from a text-message on my mobile. I didn't recognize the number, so my heart started beating faster. And yes, it was Philip sending a message. He just asked me how I was doing. Of course my heart went in overdrive. :-) So during the rest of the evening we sent eachother some messages, all very neutral, but who would have ever guessed he would still remember me, what to say about texting me. I know he doesn't even give his number to people easily.
The weird part is that he texted Stefan to ask the phonenumber of "The Bernd" (my legal name). I mean Ralph talked with him about me, why didn't he give the number? Anyway, I tried to stay grounded (and I did), but I almost didn't sleep at all last night. Constantly I had light dreams about me being in a competition with others about Philip.
I haven't heard from him today and don't expect to hear from him. Maybe I'll send him a message on thursday or so to see if he has plans for the weekend.
In case I wasn't clear, he is the most special gay man I have ever met in Belgium...ever!!!! :-) Of course if I'm honest, I really hope things will work out with him, but in case it won't, I'm already very happy he asked people for my number and texted me.
So yesterday I went to see Gwar. My God, what a show. :-) I'll try not to explain it too graphicly, but it was deheading people all the time, with blood splatting all over the crowd. It got lots worse with those monsters full of hormones, but I won't go into details. :-) But it was lots of fun and the crowd seemed to love it.
The weird part is that he texted Stefan to ask the phonenumber of "The Bernd" (my legal name). I mean Ralph talked with him about me, why didn't he give the number? Anyway, I tried to stay grounded (and I did), but I almost didn't sleep at all last night. Constantly I had light dreams about me being in a competition with others about Philip.
I haven't heard from him today and don't expect to hear from him. Maybe I'll send him a message on thursday or so to see if he has plans for the weekend.
In case I wasn't clear, he is the most special gay man I have ever met in Belgium...ever!!!! :-) Of course if I'm honest, I really hope things will work out with him, but in case it won't, I'm already very happy he asked people for my number and texted me.
So yesterday I went to see Gwar. My God, what a show. :-) I'll try not to explain it too graphicly, but it was deheading people all the time, with blood splatting all over the crowd. It got lots worse with those monsters full of hormones, but I won't go into details. :-) But it was lots of fun and the crowd seemed to love it.