Jul 26, 2010 02:36
Let's count the ways my ideas, beliefs, actions, and thoughts have changed since ive come down here.
No specific order... until i say so.
#1. Came down here thinking id fall in love, and now i dont want a man.
#2. Became a vegan - again - preparing for a rocky eating lifestyle ahead.
#3. Stopped drinking so much.
#4. stopped doing pills. of which i will continue to do when i get back up north, i just learned i need to recognize my boundaries when it comes to pills.
#5. I should love my body because it's the only one i've got this time around.
#6. LOVE LOVE LOVE solitude.
want to be alone forever.
new muse dick Proenneke.
#7. No matter how much you think you know someone, or how close you are, its never as true as you imagine.
#8. my brother and i will never ever get along.
#9. i love moving from place to place. always moving around, and i probably will even after i build this log cabin.
#10. We are all just atoms. we are so tiny in the vast abyss that is the universe. This is just a life we live, it's not the end when we die, this is pretty much like a giant ass video game.
i can see this thought in my head better than i can describe it.
basically.. it's the constant insignificance that i feel deep inside all the time. not bad at all. very reassuring actually.
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