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decided im gonna dread my shit.
might as well since ill be in school for the next four years and working at a stupid job like 3 days a week.
and do the underneath like i want to, shave the underneath (also less dreading yay!), lime green, with black spots.
and beads in tha dreads mm.
ill want to bang myself after this.
dance dance dance dance dance to the radio.
i fucking LOVE JOY DIVISION.
i never thought i would love them this much, but i do, i sleep to them every night, i put every song they have on repeat every night and listen to them all as i sleep.
ive been getting drunk a lot lately.
and not just a little drunk, but like, blasted drunk.
and high.
but being blasted high doesnt do shit, i just read a lot.
today i read all about dreads and how to do mine etc,
oh and you know how FUCKING TUBULAR i am??
i got christian to go poop in the potty 3 times today.
THREE
and the third time i didnt even ask him if he had to go, he just said "Aunt guy i have to poop!"
i made a big deal out of it the first time and took a picture of him with the potty and stuff haha. and kept tellin him how proud i was of him and he kept walking around going "Youre soooo proud of me arent you aunt guy?!" i would be like "yeah buddy! give me high five! youre a big boy now! im so proud!"
i love when i see something out of the corner of my eye and i look and its not actually happening.
reminds me Constantine.
i hate food right now.
and i love butterflies.
been talking to ukiah the past few days.
called me this morning right after i woke up.
missed him.
hes not boring like a lot of people, he actually talks.. not nonsense either.
haha now luis is bragging to me about how he lives his life so carefree and just has fun and doesnt want people to use him like sarah (twaaaat)
and hes a sweetheart. just sent me a picture of his kush..
o0o a secret?
sarah is sucha bitch.
imma make luis mine when i get back up north. hah.
Luis
cant read
i just wannasee you naked
lol
wow. he just told me he wants to sleep with me.
wow.
man im the fuckin man dude.
i get offers from all fuckin angles.
WHY CANT I BE IN OHIO?1
no wonder he was all up my ass right before i left, but he had sarah there all the fuckin time.
haha. why cant he be talkin dirty like this while im in ohio?
id drive to his house so fast.
dang it think this nigga seriously wants me.
wow.
and raymond.
my god. i dont know if i put it in here but raymond started texting me the other day, telling me, after talking for a bit, that he wants to sleep with me again. not even just once. like often. im like, wtf dude?
he said Ive always been smokin hot and good in bed, and he wants to do it again. get this though - hes in a "relationship" with some girl and its open.
the dumbest thing ive ever heard.
Open relationship?
is just steadily fucking one person and occasionally fucking others.
anyways.
might as well since ill be in school for the next four years and working at a stupid job like 3 days a week.
and do the underneath like i want to, shave the underneath (also less dreading yay!), lime green, with black spots.
and beads in tha dreads mm.
ill want to bang myself after this.
dance dance dance dance dance to the radio.
i fucking LOVE JOY DIVISION.
i never thought i would love them this much, but i do, i sleep to them every night, i put every song they have on repeat every night and listen to them all as i sleep.
ive been getting drunk a lot lately.
and not just a little drunk, but like, blasted drunk.
and high.
but being blasted high doesnt do shit, i just read a lot.
today i read all about dreads and how to do mine etc,
oh and you know how FUCKING TUBULAR i am??
i got christian to go poop in the potty 3 times today.
THREE
and the third time i didnt even ask him if he had to go, he just said "Aunt guy i have to poop!"
i made a big deal out of it the first time and took a picture of him with the potty and stuff haha. and kept tellin him how proud i was of him and he kept walking around going "Youre soooo proud of me arent you aunt guy?!" i would be like "yeah buddy! give me high five! youre a big boy now! im so proud!"
i love when i see something out of the corner of my eye and i look and its not actually happening.
reminds me Constantine.
i hate food right now.
and i love butterflies.
been talking to ukiah the past few days.
called me this morning right after i woke up.
missed him.
hes not boring like a lot of people, he actually talks.. not nonsense either.
haha now luis is bragging to me about how he lives his life so carefree and just has fun and doesnt want people to use him like sarah (twaaaat)
and hes a sweetheart. just sent me a picture of his kush..
o0o a secret?
sarah is sucha bitch.
imma make luis mine when i get back up north. hah.
Luis
cant read
i just wannasee you naked
lol
wow. he just told me he wants to sleep with me.
wow.
man im the fuckin man dude.
i get offers from all fuckin angles.
WHY CANT I BE IN OHIO?1
no wonder he was all up my ass right before i left, but he had sarah there all the fuckin time.
haha. why cant he be talkin dirty like this while im in ohio?
id drive to his house so fast.
dang it think this nigga seriously wants me.
wow.
and raymond.
my god. i dont know if i put it in here but raymond started texting me the other day, telling me, after talking for a bit, that he wants to sleep with me again. not even just once. like often. im like, wtf dude?
he said Ive always been smokin hot and good in bed, and he wants to do it again. get this though - hes in a "relationship" with some girl and its open.
the dumbest thing ive ever heard.
Open relationship?
is just steadily fucking one person and occasionally fucking others.
anyways.