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So im sitting here, drinking my Pepe Lopez tequilla, because i have no pain meds, and no weed, and am in a lot of pain.
I have gone from using my inhaler once every 6 months to 8 or 10 times a day. i feel like im dying.. and its scary to not be able to catch your breath.
so, even though i just got to destin, fl two days ago, i am going to have to find a health physician.
ballocks. i thought i was fucking done with going to the doctor and/or hospitals.
Just kill me already. seriously. my life is too precious to waste it on all these different fucking illnesses and health worries/anomalies.
Im writing in here because, i was watching lost, season 3, ep left behind, and thought about the guy Michile or however you spell his name and it reminded me of Mikhale, so, naturally, i thought of livejournal.
Plus, things have already been so incredibly memorable. Yesterday, at about 11 or 12, lane came over to cophers, where me , Christian and Christopher were, lane and i smoked, then, coph, me, christian, and christopher, went off with the strollers and went for a nice 2 mile walk to the beach.
Spent
INTERUPTION
how come whenever i put my playlist on shuffle it plays Joy division back to back?
anyways, we went to the beach, copher dug a biiiig hole in the sand, then covered it with a blanket, so that the boys could play in there away from the sun :) hes always been so creative like that. he should honstly be an architect. One of the girls that was there, that works with coph and crystal at pompanos - well, her friend had this fake snake attached to a fishing rod, she stuck it down the hole and christian began screeeeaming and crying, he was so scared, but it was fuckin hilarious haha.
i drank copious amounts of expensive beer and daquiris, then we walked back with crystal when she got off of work. Then crystal, myself and christian went to winn-dixie to get groceries.
Its funny.
I saw corey and justin. i just dont think ill ever be the person who sticks around for more than 3 years.
i dont know what ill do if i ever get married or have children.
i always want to move.
i dont think thats something ill ever get over.
it was so cute, i would be putting my sun glasses on and christopher would have a laughing fit and take them off of my head IMMEDIATELY.
i loved it. he was laughin, ugh! so cute.
video.
My Fifer, as christian calls him. haha. just like his aunt skye. I came up with Copher as a kid because i couldnt say Christopher. Christian is now doing the same thing but Fifer instead.
apparently im going to gavins tonight to see him and justin and "get drunk".
I have gone from using my inhaler once every 6 months to 8 or 10 times a day. i feel like im dying.. and its scary to not be able to catch your breath.
so, even though i just got to destin, fl two days ago, i am going to have to find a health physician.
ballocks. i thought i was fucking done with going to the doctor and/or hospitals.
Just kill me already. seriously. my life is too precious to waste it on all these different fucking illnesses and health worries/anomalies.
Im writing in here because, i was watching lost, season 3, ep left behind, and thought about the guy Michile or however you spell his name and it reminded me of Mikhale, so, naturally, i thought of livejournal.
Plus, things have already been so incredibly memorable. Yesterday, at about 11 or 12, lane came over to cophers, where me , Christian and Christopher were, lane and i smoked, then, coph, me, christian, and christopher, went off with the strollers and went for a nice 2 mile walk to the beach.
Spent
INTERUPTION
how come whenever i put my playlist on shuffle it plays Joy division back to back?
anyways, we went to the beach, copher dug a biiiig hole in the sand, then covered it with a blanket, so that the boys could play in there away from the sun :) hes always been so creative like that. he should honstly be an architect. One of the girls that was there, that works with coph and crystal at pompanos - well, her friend had this fake snake attached to a fishing rod, she stuck it down the hole and christian began screeeeaming and crying, he was so scared, but it was fuckin hilarious haha.
i drank copious amounts of expensive beer and daquiris, then we walked back with crystal when she got off of work. Then crystal, myself and christian went to winn-dixie to get groceries.
Its funny.
I saw corey and justin. i just dont think ill ever be the person who sticks around for more than 3 years.
i dont know what ill do if i ever get married or have children.
i always want to move.
i dont think thats something ill ever get over.
it was so cute, i would be putting my sun glasses on and christopher would have a laughing fit and take them off of my head IMMEDIATELY.
i loved it. he was laughin, ugh! so cute.
video.
My Fifer, as christian calls him. haha. just like his aunt skye. I came up with Copher as a kid because i couldnt say Christopher. Christian is now doing the same thing but Fifer instead.
apparently im going to gavins tonight to see him and justin and "get drunk".