Feb 05, 2010 00:54
i smoke so much weed its unreal.
i just went through that quarter in like 4 days.
i worked doubles 2 of those days and was basically off for 2 days.
i am gonna get more from drew to.
it was cute.
when he came to bring it to me, i patted his chest and said "Oh! im just so excited!" and he said "Youre so silly" and giggling.
hes got to have a thing for me.
he just has to.
If people really have multiple lives - id think this life was about me loving myself.
i feel like alice, from alice in wonderland - trapped in that room, too big to fit through the doorway. hah.
thats the perfect analogy.
i cant wait to be at moms house. just wish she had internet.
pills <3333 i need more.
not really need, but, want. hah.
im sitting here - drunkenly - and high as a kite - toasting to me and jesus christ.
me being alone with him forever. haha.
wow.
im fucked.
why cant he realize how much fun we'd have together?
lame.