To Mommy from Sakaki.
Dear Mommy,
I am really sorry I have not been here. well techniqually I have but I have put myself in a hiding position. I can not really explain why I did it but yeah Just note I had my reasons.;; I asked most of my friends who found out who I was hiding under not to tell anyone they knew because well I would eventually leak the information back, I wanted to see how long I would/could be someone I wasn't but I guess I should have told you that but I had chosen not to. ;; because we rarely talked anymore as it was. I felt as if it wouldn't matter and such like that. I could have sent an email or something because I know you were probably worried something had happened to me like before but still I chose not to do so. I was not on terms with my mind and I still am not on terms with it. I have so much wrong with me that I keep hidden from everyone and so on like that. ;; I am sorry about hi-jacking into your LiveJournal account too. but I figured since I saw you online last night [I got the message you left me on AIM]. I knew you would be mad at me again and I keep doing this over and over and over like a broken record. I truely am sorry for putting you into these situations and if you do not wish to speak to me again I can understand it. ;; But I am not going to give up until I know you forgive me for my childish acts. ;; as for everyone else uh.. I don't know. I hope I get to talk to you soon. Love you muchly Mommy. ;;
~Sakaki
P.S. I do not have an LJ account anymore because I shut them all down. they might still be active or viewable but I do not use either of them anymore. ;;
I am really sorry I have not been here. well techniqually I have but I have put myself in a hiding position. I can not really explain why I did it but yeah Just note I had my reasons.;; I asked most of my friends who found out who I was hiding under not to tell anyone they knew because well I would eventually leak the information back, I wanted to see how long I would/could be someone I wasn't but I guess I should have told you that but I had chosen not to. ;; because we rarely talked anymore as it was. I felt as if it wouldn't matter and such like that. I could have sent an email or something because I know you were probably worried something had happened to me like before but still I chose not to do so. I was not on terms with my mind and I still am not on terms with it. I have so much wrong with me that I keep hidden from everyone and so on like that. ;; I am sorry about hi-jacking into your LiveJournal account too. but I figured since I saw you online last night [I got the message you left me on AIM]. I knew you would be mad at me again and I keep doing this over and over and over like a broken record. I truely am sorry for putting you into these situations and if you do not wish to speak to me again I can understand it. ;; But I am not going to give up until I know you forgive me for my childish acts. ;; as for everyone else uh.. I don't know. I hope I get to talk to you soon. Love you muchly Mommy. ;;
~Sakaki
P.S. I do not have an LJ account anymore because I shut them all down. they might still be active or viewable but I do not use either of them anymore. ;;