Questions
It seems as of late that I've been doing alot of thinking. I question everything, but lately nothing have I questioned more than sleep. You'd wonder why i question something like that, and the answer is simple, flying man-bear-pigs. Now this could just be delirium talking but i think theres a real point to this. My grasp on reality has become a little bit... jilted i would say. I believe i fell asleep at, oh, i dont know, Six am or so to awake at nine in order to work for 14 hours. (oh that miserable old feeling)i think i dreamt of being chased by an imaginary creature, for the point of argument i'll call it a man bear pig, and i can only assume i was running from it's nefarious deeds. but at some point during this brief and oh so crazy dream, i ended up confronting and ally-ing with said beast only to determine that it was the devil. now i've often though i may posess some un-holy qualities, if you go by the catholic church, but i think the devil may be a bit extreme. i'd like to interpret this, but i fear only negative reprocussions. then when i do all this thinking about an event that happened in the depths of -my- concience, i wonder whether or not theres anything to this whole sleep thing at all. whos to say that our dreams are not the true reality and this world is not the sycophantic creation of some vile whim. but glancing around i see no demons or psychotic murderers running around, unless you count those who will remained un-named, so i guess theres nothing to this. i think this is all just some strange piece of raqndom word association driven load of garbage. I guess i just need rest, well more of it anyway. big changes in a week lets see if i survive them.