I would've but I chose not to

May 09, 2016 22:31

I didn't bother buying tickets to KCON France. I considered it over the weeks but then I thought no.



Well given my not so pleasant experiences previously I'm giving it a miss. Japan Expo 2007 in Paris...and I'll leave it at that. You can search up on old posts regarding this. I also have to deal with shitty colleagues who want to book time off too so that fucks up my work.

It was tempting to buy a ticket because it's sort of near but I knew they would sell out fast even with the release of extra seats today. If I was truly desperate I'd only have gone for Bangtan (because they have done things to over the months since my issues in 2014) and maybe FT Island but then I was so focused on trying for GOT7's Fly tour over in Asia and America which obviously isn't going to happen.

Considering SM are just not in my reach and I boycotted the company because of fandoms and just how things went to hell...soz SHINee. Liked you in the past though I've just drifted from the fandom. Soz again (soz to you too EXO!OT9 I can't keep up with you or even China Line). I am tempted to sell some of my BIGBANG stuff since I'm not really focusing on them or YG artists as much any more. My energy has gone for them.

I just have to wait till I die till I can get my chance on Bangtan. I do want them to have a long break and get their energy back once their current Asia tour to conclude Hwa Yeon Yong Hwa saga. They're getting a lot of schedules and the fandom shit going on is not making things any nice. They just can't win...why does this sound like EXO!OT12 deja vu days?

B.A.P I could've bought a VIP ticket to get the hi-touch in London but then I realised it would finish fucking late and I cannot afford to miss my train, be shit on for going past a typical curfew because I went to a concert by myself as I normally do 90% of the time in my gig-going experience over the past decade. This would've been an epic birthday treat to myself but I'm just going to mourn my fangirl calamity yet again.

I'd say another big reason I sacrificed KCON Paris and refunded my X Japan ticket was because I want to be in a concert where I'm not surrounded by Ang Mo as much. I need to be in familiar territory, even though most of the fellow yellows would think I'm weird or nowhere near as cool as the gwei lo/hak gwei etc, etc.

So I'll have to wait or just give up being a fangirl who will never ever set foot in a concert in Asia, who will never get so-called tete a tete with the big faves. This GOTBANGTAN thing is taking me deeper underground. It's close to GOTBANGTANDAY. Give me a few more months.

Let's hope I get some 'solace' from MYNAME in September.

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exo, got7, b.a.p, bangtan boys

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