Fansite orders wow I've been a busy bee...hopefully my income will cover everything. I've donated, sent messages of support, sent videos etc...too bad my own project didn't go anywhere. FML.
And now I have to count potential concert tickets which sucks.
So I still don't know if I'll go see B.A.P when they return to LDN. It's in a venue I've never been to before. SE LDN isn't really my area of expertise. I sacrificed not going to see the guys when they came in April 2014, snuck in early to film Who Are You, What Are You Doing prior to their Live On Earth LDN stop. Because of the venue in the same area as their upcoming concert GDI...ugh. I can't really complain now since I work in East London >_>
Then that shit happened with TS...and now they're back...and now they're touring worldwide again. Do you know what's even more cracktastic about their return? It's during bday week. How fucked is that?
It's on Friday 13th FFS. I don't know what to do. Should I splash out on VIP? Should I go see them in SG instead? Should I actually save up for GOT7 in SG or America? I would rather use my annual leave on these things than my cousin's wedding because I give little care for her for many reasons.
If I could see Fangdan live...meet them too...yeah...add that to my never going to see the light because I'm an unlucky fan list. WYF, HZT, Yoshiki, X Japan...we're not meant to be obviously. Let's be real I knew X DAY was going to be messed up and I was initially pissed with the favouritism overseas fans who were not from UK were getting with flight packages. Then I saw the FB notification by Yoshiki about X DAY being cancelled and moved to next March. Was I surprised? Not really. When it comes to being an X fan, don't expect much. In fact don't expect much at all when you're fangirling something hard. It's dangerous. OTOH thank goodness I got my ticket refunded when I made an enquiry to Ticketmaster. I didn't want to wait till my ticket arrived in the post to send it back to the Manchester office.
Pata's health condition was unfortunate timing and having to reschedule the concert till next year was inevitable. But do you know what's even messy? You could've released the new album by now. I know shit is on both the fans and the band. We're all just unlucky...though I'm close to giving up. I've rooted for you, Yoshiki. I've stood by you even when you went on a random rampage on your SNS.
*spilling tea moment* Do you know how many people I've had to drop from my mutuals within RL and fangirling world because that bond, that trust is gone when they break it - though that's mostly for people I know IRL?! Humans D:
Yeah I still like Jrock when it appeals but the fire isn't the same. I just feel the Western/Ang Mo fans are what he focuses on. I hope Pata gets well soon and I hope I'll see the X Japan documentary when it is released.
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