It's funny how an individual who is deemed useless/deadweight/untalented in many things can somehow prompt me to immediately 'meta' about
them or self-reflect. You'd think it was just one fictional muse that could do wonders for so many years would be the solution to lacking creativity and much more.
Then a real person comes along, changes everything. Brings me 'home'. Gives me something to believe in. Yeah the definitive folk who have talent get thumbs up from me for their producing, songwriting, singing, dancing and rapping. Those who are obviously doted on from left to right yes I see some of those positive things too.
So why this one when they're not as obviously skilled as the others? I guess the situations before and after the incidents reminded me of my own. Saying this person was the biggest mistake in being appointed the leader. OK then. Think about this...you say why some who have no talent even manage to become who they are...then ask how you got your job. You had something the company liked. Sometimes you may not have anything and people are willing to train you and polish whatever you've got. You may succeed, you may fuck up. All I can say it I salute those who endured whatever was thrown at them.
Stating the person has always been a poor performer and was just given songs that were easy to sing along to. In that case, anyone can sing or rap if trained, even if they are actually shitty. Does that mean me too? If only I was a decade younger.
And turning a full circle because of the betrayal...why not enlighten those in the dark? Not every single person is going to go full Sherlock and dig deep. Not everyone has the time and energy. Oh but you want to keep them in the dark...well fabulous. Even if the individual had skeletons in the closet from a young age or was scandalous enough to have taken drugs or smoked some weird shit...again I ask you this, what were your skeletons? You probably have plenty and don't want to admit them so instead throw your hatred elsewhere. I want BOTH sides to be justified. The group managed to spill their sorrow on a show but the other party hasn't done so yet. I've said many times if I had the opportunity I'd want to know why things went down that way. I want straight answers. Alas, we'll never know. Do we have to wait for a biography to tell all like with Take That?
We all have our demons and secrets hidden away. Everyone is fucking problematic deep down.