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Life goes on living,
Moving and growing,
But I feel as if I am dieing,
Wilting and slowing.
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I have wronged a few in the past couple of days, including myself. I smoked, drank, wasted away. I hurt someone, someone I thought I could never lower myself enough to hurt. I have regected another who I need so much I'm not sure I can feel safe about dieing. I can not even bring myself to feel as though I came ever lift myself or be lift out of this grave I've dug. I could almost give in.
Moving and growing,
But I feel as if I am dieing,
Wilting and slowing.
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I have wronged a few in the past couple of days, including myself. I smoked, drank, wasted away. I hurt someone, someone I thought I could never lower myself enough to hurt. I have regected another who I need so much I'm not sure I can feel safe about dieing. I can not even bring myself to feel as though I came ever lift myself or be lift out of this grave I've dug. I could almost give in.