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Why do I sit here and act like i'm doing ok, when in reality i'm dying bit by bit on the inside? Why can't i ignore these feelings like I always have? Why can't i just say everything will be ok? Has all the pain inside of me finally taken hold? Will it drag me into it's clutches and pull me into it's eternal darkness? I don't want this. I just want you back. I don't care if I look desperate. I don't care if I seem naive. I don't care about anything but you. I just want you in my arms. I love you.