yar! the office! living in the moment! mindfulness! arrr!
I haven't been to bed. My heart's still racing and I was violently swearing until about 6 this morning. Now as many of you know, I really don't swear that often, but when I do, it slyly insinuates itself through my brain and down my spine till I'm wired into some core Irish profanity. Then I changed and came into work in my nice, proper, high end, high stress legal office.
It has been a... struggle... not to start lambasting everything I do with the most vulgar of profanities. I'm nervous that the longer the day goes on, the more susceptible I'll be. I keep walking out onto the patio and taking deep breaths, escaping into the bathroom from narrowly missed verbal faux pas encounters with people you may recognize from their positions as powerful public figures. It's boiling up behind my eyes and through the shooting pain in my back and jaw from the fibro last night. vulgarity Vulgarity VULGARITY!
If anyone has any non-mouth-washing-with-soap suggestions for this, let me know! I have a final tonight. I can only see that going horridly awry even if I make it out of here still employed.
I know someone out there is amused by this...
It has been a... struggle... not to start lambasting everything I do with the most vulgar of profanities. I'm nervous that the longer the day goes on, the more susceptible I'll be. I keep walking out onto the patio and taking deep breaths, escaping into the bathroom from narrowly missed verbal faux pas encounters with people you may recognize from their positions as powerful public figures. It's boiling up behind my eyes and through the shooting pain in my back and jaw from the fibro last night. vulgarity Vulgarity VULGARITY!
If anyone has any non-mouth-washing-with-soap suggestions for this, let me know! I have a final tonight. I can only see that going horridly awry even if I make it out of here still employed.
I know someone out there is amused by this...