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[This away message is directed only as a prayer to the holy father]
I know i'll be talking to you more before I go to sleep too. I'm sorry I haven't always been a believer in you. But I know your there, I never doubted it. But I think it's time I start praying again. I have a prayer that I hope I can have answered lord.
I have found myself, and who I am. But what I have left is not much. I will give you whatever you desire, even if it costs me my life. But I beg for your forgiveness and please wipe my sins away, refresh whatever reason for considering me corrupted. I have but one wish. I wish to be with the one I am so dearly in love with. If you had your own design for me.. Take everything from me.. I don't care, but please lord.. Give me the one I love back. I promise you i'll be good to her, I know...deep down, she needs me, she has never lied and I look into her eyes, I see how much she cares for me. Please god, help me, I hope you get this prayer, for it will be recited in my bed as well. But it is my one wish.. to be with my baby, for me to still be considered her baby. I've never felt so strongly for someone before lord. She makes my whole existence worthwhile, and my heart burns for her, and it burns not in the best way when without her. I know I have sinned and have shown much lust, jealousy, greed, and ill-mannered behavior, but I am no longer blind. I have seen my errorous ways. I just dont want it to be too late. Lord i'm not a bad person, everything I strive for is with the best intentions. I pray thee, please bring back what I have lost. If not everything, at least my dearest one..
Amen.
[This post was nothing more then a prayer from my heart, please regard it other readers as just this]
I know i'll be talking to you more before I go to sleep too. I'm sorry I haven't always been a believer in you. But I know your there, I never doubted it. But I think it's time I start praying again. I have a prayer that I hope I can have answered lord.
I have found myself, and who I am. But what I have left is not much. I will give you whatever you desire, even if it costs me my life. But I beg for your forgiveness and please wipe my sins away, refresh whatever reason for considering me corrupted. I have but one wish. I wish to be with the one I am so dearly in love with. If you had your own design for me.. Take everything from me.. I don't care, but please lord.. Give me the one I love back. I promise you i'll be good to her, I know...deep down, she needs me, she has never lied and I look into her eyes, I see how much she cares for me. Please god, help me, I hope you get this prayer, for it will be recited in my bed as well. But it is my one wish.. to be with my baby, for me to still be considered her baby. I've never felt so strongly for someone before lord. She makes my whole existence worthwhile, and my heart burns for her, and it burns not in the best way when without her. I know I have sinned and have shown much lust, jealousy, greed, and ill-mannered behavior, but I am no longer blind. I have seen my errorous ways. I just dont want it to be too late. Lord i'm not a bad person, everything I strive for is with the best intentions. I pray thee, please bring back what I have lost. If not everything, at least my dearest one..
Amen.
[This post was nothing more then a prayer from my heart, please regard it other readers as just this]