Apr 17, 2006 01:08
i don't think words could describe the way i felt when i saw you on set that first day. you put my insecurities at ease without knowing nothing more than my name, and you did that by just holding my hand. i don't think i've ever told you but i fell in love with you the moment i saw you smile. i know it may sound corny to some and maybe to you. and maybe it's because each time i start to write about you all these feelings come and i find myself with too many emotions to write about, nowhere to start and nowhere to end. i don't think words could ever do justice to what i feel for you. perhaps i will have to get on my knees in front of everyone and shout it out to the world, but not even that would be enough.
these past five years have been the most amazing, most thrilling of my life and i owe that to you, and only you. you have shown me a side of me that i didn't know existed, you have awakened desires in me that i didn't know were there. you have made me realize things, and made me see the things i already knew in a different way. you have made me see the world through your eyes, and i don't think it's ever been sweeter or more beautiful than when i see it through you. i don't know why i ever let you go, and i don't know why i even still think about it, but it was the most stupid thing i have ever done but i promise i will make it up to you, one rose at a time, with each smile, with each kiss i give to you i hope to show you just how much you mean to me, how beautiful and amazing you are. i would pull every star from the skies and bring them to you, but that wouldn't be enough. i don't know what would.
i don't want to think so much about the past as much as i do about the future. Violet, and you have become my world, and I honeslty wouldn't have it any other way. With each year that passes my love for you grows, and i don't think there is anything you could ever do or say to weaken it. that fire that i love about you, the way you curl your fingers when you're nervous or scared, or the way you bite your lip, that look that i still can't describe, everything about you is beautiful, everything about you is perfect. i already gave you part of your present and the rest, well the rest is not appropriate for here, but you'll find out soon enough ;-*
I Love you, forever and always.