Mar 31, 2005 09:21
i heard some very interesting bits of information last night while i was chilling at the apartment....this is the first time i've been this optimistic and happy in like two years. i mean ive been optimistic, and i have been happy, but not to this motherf**kin' level. in my head im like through the f**king roof but im trying to keep my composure. i mean like......i feel so relieved. now i can feel good about leaving him lame messages on aim and not like a loser. im not saying that something is going to happen, but i mean, i know now. i KNOW. ive been trying to figure it out for months and months. ill probably end up being a pussy and not try to do anything about it, but hey, the options are out there for me to at least gaze at longingly.
did you notice the **? yea, im trying to cut down on my swearing. im trying that whole "jehovah witnesses" thing so i decided to start by not swearing so much. which is difficult because im always swearing. :(
it makes me happy that lisa colson amber and zach are around to hang out with me and entertain me :) theyre hugely awesome and i am also glad that liz has been hanging out with us more often. she is also hugely awesome. i am too. totally hugely awesome and everyone should give me sex.
chris sampson, gimme my tape adaptor. my radio is constantly fuzzy and i can barely hear anything sooo.....im getting pretty desperate.