Apr 20, 2006 13:06
I know some of you don't read xanga, so I posted the same thing that I put on xanga, on here.
Marc and I are over. He broke my heart and kicked me out two days ago.
I haven't eaten since the split. I'm so depressed. I moved all my stuff out of the apartment today. It was the worst feeling in the world. All I want is to hold him.
How can I just start over again? What am I going to do now? There's nothing left of me. I'm never going to be the same again.
I wish I could find a way to tell him how sorry I am, and how heartbroken I am. He can't possibly know the pain I'm going through. I might die. I just... want to make it right again.
Lord please just make the pain go away.