"Who needs a heart when a heart can be broken?"
I've become so tired of playing it safe. Heart break is a killer and I just need to get over it. It was a year ago this month that I felt as though my world fell apart. I loved someone too much. And I hate to say it, but not a day goes by that I don't think about it, or think about him. I've been so reluctant to fall in love again... because I never want to feel that pain. The pain of loving someone completely for over a year and having things end in the blink of an eye. No closure, no true explanation. Whenever someone new would come into my life I would push them away before I got too close. It kept my heart safe. Till now. I'm in love again, very in love. And the feeling is incredible (even better than before), but even still I always feel as though there's this threatening dark cloud over my heart... reminding me of how it felt before. But what is life, if not to take chances? So forgive me baby if I seem a little scared... You are wonderful and I know now that you mean it when you say you will never hurt me.