What do Varick, a switchblade and a random mugger have in common?
Heya! Things have been... interesting last week or so. Managed to get muged last wednesday, a guy sat down nxt to me and took my shoes, my diskman and a ring, threatend to hunt me down and kill me and poked me with a switch blade. That ws interesting, went to go fill out formes to be able to work NDF fonctions, thenm went to replace the stuff I lsot, like my shoes, and then I had to fill out a police report, and then my school dya was gone so I didn't go to class. So I came back home, called Ben at 3:40 and he was amazing and came over as soon as he coudl, whcih made me feel alot better, just cuz it kinda hit me, hey... i could of easily been stbaed... and never goten a chance to say good bye to Ben... and quite posobly never ever see him again,... and it scared me alot, but then he came, and I felt alot better. And i went to youth groupe last night, whcihw as fine, and today I was out with heather all day, which was also fine... but I dunno... ma-b I'm just being imature and clingy but I can't get Ben out of my mind and I really wana see him and I'm probly being rediculous =P Ill talk to him later I hope
These two songs are just very fitting for my frame of mind right now.... one toward my Benjamin and one towards my 'Cola..... odd combination concidering theyve never met eachother but fiting when u concider how important a role theyve both plade over the span that is my life..... lol, I'll leave it to you to figer out which goes to which.. hint... I've never stare at nicole whiel she slept and thought I loved her and wanted to mary her..... no... not even in grade 6 when I liked her!
If Tomorow Never Comes - Garth Brooks
Sometimes late at night, I lay awake and watch her sleeping.
She's lost in peacefull dreams, so I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark.
And a thought crosses my mind, if I never wake up in the morning,
Would she ever doupt the way I feel about her in my heart?
If tomorow never comes, well she know how much I loved her?
Did I try in every way, to show her every day, that she's my only one?
And if my time honours where true, and she must face this world without me,
Is the love I gave her in the past, going to be enouhg to last, if tomorow never comes?
Cuz I've lost loved ones in my life, who never knew how much I loved them.
Now I live with the regret that my true feelings for them never hwere revealed.
So I made a promice to myself, to say each day how much she means to me,
And avoid that surcumstance where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel.
Cuz if tomorow never comes, well she know how much I loved her?
Did I try in every way, to show her every day, that she's my only one?
And if my time honours where true, and she must face this world without me,
Is the love I gave her in the past, going to be enouhg to last, if tomorow never comes?
So tell that someone that you love, just what your thinking of, if tomorow never comes.
A Minor Incident - Badly Drawn Boy
There's nothing I could say to make you try to feel ok,
And nothing you could do to stop me feeling the way I do.
And if the chance should happen that I never see you again,
Just remember that I'll always love you.
I'd be a better person on the other side I'm sure,
You'd find a way to help yourself and find another door,
To shrug off minor incidents, and make us both feel proud,
I just wish I could be there to see you through.
You always where the one to make us stand out in a croud,
Though every once upon a while, you're head was in a cloud.
There's nothing you could ever do to ever let me down,
And remember that I'll always love you.
These two songs are just very fitting for my frame of mind right now.... one toward my Benjamin and one towards my 'Cola..... odd combination concidering theyve never met eachother but fiting when u concider how important a role theyve both plade over the span that is my life..... lol, I'll leave it to you to figer out which goes to which.. hint... I've never stare at nicole whiel she slept and thought I loved her and wanted to mary her..... no... not even in grade 6 when I liked her!
If Tomorow Never Comes - Garth Brooks
Sometimes late at night, I lay awake and watch her sleeping.
She's lost in peacefull dreams, so I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark.
And a thought crosses my mind, if I never wake up in the morning,
Would she ever doupt the way I feel about her in my heart?
If tomorow never comes, well she know how much I loved her?
Did I try in every way, to show her every day, that she's my only one?
And if my time honours where true, and she must face this world without me,
Is the love I gave her in the past, going to be enouhg to last, if tomorow never comes?
Cuz I've lost loved ones in my life, who never knew how much I loved them.
Now I live with the regret that my true feelings for them never hwere revealed.
So I made a promice to myself, to say each day how much she means to me,
And avoid that surcumstance where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel.
Cuz if tomorow never comes, well she know how much I loved her?
Did I try in every way, to show her every day, that she's my only one?
And if my time honours where true, and she must face this world without me,
Is the love I gave her in the past, going to be enouhg to last, if tomorow never comes?
So tell that someone that you love, just what your thinking of, if tomorow never comes.
A Minor Incident - Badly Drawn Boy
There's nothing I could say to make you try to feel ok,
And nothing you could do to stop me feeling the way I do.
And if the chance should happen that I never see you again,
Just remember that I'll always love you.
I'd be a better person on the other side I'm sure,
You'd find a way to help yourself and find another door,
To shrug off minor incidents, and make us both feel proud,
I just wish I could be there to see you through.
You always where the one to make us stand out in a croud,
Though every once upon a while, you're head was in a cloud.
There's nothing you could ever do to ever let me down,
And remember that I'll always love you.