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i'll make this simple. music is keeping me alive right now. and i dont understand it... the desire to end things comes at seemingly random times... and it's all i can do not to start writing notes... i could be pregnant (albeit, E, the chances are slim. i know. but that doesnt stop me from worrying.), i'm looking at colleges. ucla in particular. but it costs a fortune. i dont have a clue as to how i'll pay... or if i'll even end up going... R and i have started talking more often, but i kinda doubt anything is really there. *sigh* too many things to worry about. i dont even remember when i started worrying this much.
E, thank you for the email. it helped immensely. i just want you to know that my lack of response to it was out of appreciation, not anger.
E, thank you for the email. it helped immensely. i just want you to know that my lack of response to it was out of appreciation, not anger.