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i don't think even closest of friends realize how much bottled frustration i carry around with me. i don't even hide it particularily well. my inability to deal with things out of my control, of when things just go wrong, it rules my life. when things go wrong and i can't fix it, i break down. i've been like this all my life. i haven't figured out
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the stressor of the past month has been yet again my job and also allergies. :p it's been doing a real number on me to wake up sweating, not sleeping well because of my heat rash itching like crazy, not being able to breathe, having a slight headache for 3 days. the rash also kept me from exercising, b/c the heat made it worse. that and 1000+ other bad luck crap that happened the week before.
the past 2 weeks, EVERYTHING has been going wrong. unbelievably wrong. like on the day i had to leave for chicago, i for once was able to leave work on time at 5 to get to the airport for a 7:45 flight. it normally takes me 30 mins to get there, so i figured i could swing by and meet wes for dinner real quick. and of course miracles of miracles, i run into traffic at a junction that is pretty rare. i haven't seen traffic that bad for the nearly 2 years i've been working at my new job! out of ALLL the days! so i took a different route that i didn't know at all, it took longer than the other route by maybe 10 mins, but the 30 min commute turned into 2 hours. i was so rushed that i forgot my phone in the car and i had to leave the security gate and have wes drive back to the airport to give it to me. SO much stuff was going on that week, i felt strung out and was forgetting everything. (same day i had that gas price fiasco too) also on that day, i forgot my lunch, AND i forgot my laptop at work! i packed up the mouse, i packed up the power cord for it, BUT i didn't put the laptop in! seriously it was one of the worst strings of bad luck/forgetfullness in my life. the shampoo thing was the day before, and i reacted the worst to that because my expectation was so built up for it and it was my faulty memory that messed things up. everything the day after the shampoo was OK for me despite being so much more worse.
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