Patricidal Rampage.
*deep breaths*
Breathe, just breathe, everything's ok.... NO FUCK IT! I"M GONNA KILL THE FUCKING BASTARD!!!!! GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
*goes psycho with veins popping out in weird places*
I'm gonna kill him I swear! I just discovered that my father the bastard has deleted another of the programs I use off the computer!!!! GAHHHHHHH!!!! I can't wait till I can afford a computer of my own. This piece of shit has viruses on it constantly and has got to the point where there's no fucking room on our hard drive anymore (it's only got 20GB capacity, most nowdays have hundreds!). SOooo to make room dad keeps going over the coputer finding things to delete and of course the bastard keeps deleteing my stuff!!!
Now considering we need the room I wouldn't mind so much if what he did was actually useful but the arsehole has no idea what he's doing and these two paticular programs of mine I've discovered missing both took up a miniscule amount of space and were things I used constantly!!! He reckons he doesn't remember getting rid of them but lets assess the situation shall we... he's been getting rid of things on the computer and I've discovered my programs missing, I've run searches on the entire computer and they no longer exist. I certainly havn't deleted stuff I constantly use and somehow I don't think they deleted themselves... conclusion? He fucking deleted my programs!
The worst things is that underlying everything I keep feeling that he has the right to because he pays for the damn thing. I just hate being dependant because I have no money. It's like ultimately I have no rights because I have no money and I'm sick of it.
The sooner I can make some money the better but at this point I don't even know how I'm going to be able to afford to make it through Christmas...*sigh* I guess that's what I get for spending my money on going to Egypt.
Breathe, just breathe, everything's ok.... NO FUCK IT! I"M GONNA KILL THE FUCKING BASTARD!!!!! GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
*goes psycho with veins popping out in weird places*
I'm gonna kill him I swear! I just discovered that my father the bastard has deleted another of the programs I use off the computer!!!! GAHHHHHHH!!!! I can't wait till I can afford a computer of my own. This piece of shit has viruses on it constantly and has got to the point where there's no fucking room on our hard drive anymore (it's only got 20GB capacity, most nowdays have hundreds!). SOooo to make room dad keeps going over the coputer finding things to delete and of course the bastard keeps deleteing my stuff!!!
Now considering we need the room I wouldn't mind so much if what he did was actually useful but the arsehole has no idea what he's doing and these two paticular programs of mine I've discovered missing both took up a miniscule amount of space and were things I used constantly!!! He reckons he doesn't remember getting rid of them but lets assess the situation shall we... he's been getting rid of things on the computer and I've discovered my programs missing, I've run searches on the entire computer and they no longer exist. I certainly havn't deleted stuff I constantly use and somehow I don't think they deleted themselves... conclusion? He fucking deleted my programs!
The worst things is that underlying everything I keep feeling that he has the right to because he pays for the damn thing. I just hate being dependant because I have no money. It's like ultimately I have no rights because I have no money and I'm sick of it.
The sooner I can make some money the better but at this point I don't even know how I'm going to be able to afford to make it through Christmas...*sigh* I guess that's what I get for spending my money on going to Egypt.