Busy relaxin'
Last week I went to my parents' as did my sister. It was good to see them all. Except that mom and dad nowadays are argueing all the time and dad is so stressed out that he's awfully cranky and all this makes my sister and me feel very oppressed. This leads to us all being cranky at each other. Sigh.
Met L. first time since a veeery long time. Too long a time. Finally, she has got rid of her boyfriend; now she lives in a new, beautiful apartment, she bought a gorgeus bright red car, has a new job, lost some weight and has met a new man! I hope she'll be happy. At least everything seems to be going great now.:)
I wanted to lend my sister a cd. I only brought her the cd case... I also brought her my (M's old one) XBox console - and forgot to bring any games for it!! How absent-minded can a person be...?
So then I went to M's for the weekend again. On Saturday, there was a band from M's home village playing in a bar and we were going to go see it with his cousin, his girlfriend and another one of M's friends. We ended up eating junkfood and having drinks all day long cause the weather was so great, which it is like once a year... (even though I swell, get red and sweat like a pig cause of the cortisone) so now I'm SO broke and SO regretting my spending of money... Anyway, we had fun, at least.:)
Meanwhile, my brother had got himself in a real mess, which I'm too conscious of the dangers of the Net to write here about... I feel really bad for my parents who, as I already described, are nervous wrecks as it is. But life goes on, no one's dead (yet, at least...) and I wish my sister wouldn't take so much of other people's troubles for her to carry.:(
Today, I had to come to Helsinki again, cause tomorrow I'll have to get appointments for a dentist and a gynaecologist, and the system works so that at 8am you call there and then they'll tell you whether or not you'll got an appointment that day or if you'll have to call again the next day. This is quite distressing... You can't plan anything and you have to be ready to go there the minute they say... I phoned there today from M's., too, but they couldn't give me an appointment. Still, I already managed to get annoyed with them, because they couldn't believe I could actually know what's wrong with my tooth... Also, I am going to scream (well, inside my head, that is, cause I'm always that good girl) if the gynaecologist still has nothing else to offer me for treatments than those that I'm alredy using all the time. I hope these problems will become less as I reduced the cortisone down to 20mgs today. And saw blood right away... I guess that's what the surgeons are waiting for - that I'll be bleeding and very sick - until they operate. Haha... Well it's only a little still so I won't be phoning them yet.
Now that I'm here I'll be meeting
Klytaimestra after not seeing her for ages.:D And
Pauliinan, too. So it's not totally bad to be here.;)
Oh, even though all the post has been so cruelly lame that I'm surprised if anyone read it through, I'm still gonna have to tell that yesterday I did something big: I FINALLY asked J. if he wants (back) any of these computer parts (monitors etc.) that are scattered across the floor of my tiny apartment and if he wants money for the parts he's given me, like, a year ago. He doesn't want any of these nor money.:) I can get rid of the stuff and perhaps see my floor again!! Now I'll only have to get the (my sister and dad's) books he has had for two years from my ex-boyfriend... But I'm making progress, see, see??!!
Met L. first time since a veeery long time. Too long a time. Finally, she has got rid of her boyfriend; now she lives in a new, beautiful apartment, she bought a gorgeus bright red car, has a new job, lost some weight and has met a new man! I hope she'll be happy. At least everything seems to be going great now.:)
I wanted to lend my sister a cd. I only brought her the cd case... I also brought her my (M's old one) XBox console - and forgot to bring any games for it!! How absent-minded can a person be...?
So then I went to M's for the weekend again. On Saturday, there was a band from M's home village playing in a bar and we were going to go see it with his cousin, his girlfriend and another one of M's friends. We ended up eating junkfood and having drinks all day long cause the weather was so great, which it is like once a year... (even though I swell, get red and sweat like a pig cause of the cortisone) so now I'm SO broke and SO regretting my spending of money... Anyway, we had fun, at least.:)
Meanwhile, my brother had got himself in a real mess, which I'm too conscious of the dangers of the Net to write here about... I feel really bad for my parents who, as I already described, are nervous wrecks as it is. But life goes on, no one's dead (yet, at least...) and I wish my sister wouldn't take so much of other people's troubles for her to carry.:(
Today, I had to come to Helsinki again, cause tomorrow I'll have to get appointments for a dentist and a gynaecologist, and the system works so that at 8am you call there and then they'll tell you whether or not you'll got an appointment that day or if you'll have to call again the next day. This is quite distressing... You can't plan anything and you have to be ready to go there the minute they say... I phoned there today from M's., too, but they couldn't give me an appointment. Still, I already managed to get annoyed with them, because they couldn't believe I could actually know what's wrong with my tooth... Also, I am going to scream (well, inside my head, that is, cause I'm always that good girl) if the gynaecologist still has nothing else to offer me for treatments than those that I'm alredy using all the time. I hope these problems will become less as I reduced the cortisone down to 20mgs today. And saw blood right away... I guess that's what the surgeons are waiting for - that I'll be bleeding and very sick - until they operate. Haha... Well it's only a little still so I won't be phoning them yet.
Now that I'm here I'll be meeting
Klytaimestra after not seeing her for ages.:D And
Pauliinan, too. So it's not totally bad to be here.;)
Oh, even though all the post has been so cruelly lame that I'm surprised if anyone read it through, I'm still gonna have to tell that yesterday I did something big: I FINALLY asked J. if he wants (back) any of these computer parts (monitors etc.) that are scattered across the floor of my tiny apartment and if he wants money for the parts he's given me, like, a year ago. He doesn't want any of these nor money.:) I can get rid of the stuff and perhaps see my floor again!! Now I'll only have to get the (my sister and dad's) books he has had for two years from my ex-boyfriend... But I'm making progress, see, see??!!