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[varaani]

I am so, so, soooo tired for being sick. I began taking new happy pills today but now Im so ill with the Crohn (or CU or what the f**k ever it is) that I cant determine wheter its the new medicin or the disease thats causing this again. Aaaaaugh!! Tomorrow I wont take the pills and see if I get better. If not, Ill call a doctor on Friday. (Cortisone, here I come again!!)

Almost every day my sister writes in her blog she wants to die. Ive pretty much stopped trying to help her. I cant be sure but it seems theres nothing I can do since she wont go to hospital.

Oh the life...