tonight can lick my scrotum - If only I had one
OH SO SOURED EVENING EVENTS FOLLOW
I thought my night would have gone differently, it ended on a much more sour note. Elaine and I went to the Ale House with some people to shoot pool, which we never got to do (too busy). We then proceeded to try and go downtown to find this place called endo exo that some friends of Elaine had told us about, they knew the bouncer,we could get in free, etc etc.
Well downtown is a bitch to get around in, and sure enough we got lost,annoyed,and tired rather quickly and never found the place.
We came home. The night ended early 12:30am to be exact.
I came home depressed with nobody to talk to, and started painting and finishing one of my art projects I'm still in the process of working on, and listened to Sarah Mclauchlan for the rest of the night, while doing my art pieces.
I have been spending the nights alone in my apartment. My mother has been having other priorities with other people lets say. Which is fine, I'm living my own life now too as she should as well. I guess being alone in the apartment, and having to do everything by myself, is just a foreshadowing of my future adulthood. Better just get used to it. I'm ok with it actually.
MOVING ON . . . TO THE UN-SOURED PARTS
GNC has been going well, I almost completely have the hang of the job now and the things I should sell, and am making some very nice commissions each day I work. I will have a car in no time.
I'm just depressed about all this random bullshit I wont go into. I shouldn't be, so I'm going to try and put it out of my mind until the time comes. I should go to sleep. I'm up again...of course typing at hey 3am. ehh.
night