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Mar 08, 2011 14:10

[Private to self, hackable.]
I'm still so weak. I've been here for almost two years, so you'd think there'd be some improvement, but no. Raticate was right about domesticated Pokemon. I'm nothing without Master behind me, but... I can't always depend on him to give me directions. If something happens to him, I need to be strong enough to go ahead on my own. I need to be strong for Psyduck. Even for Kerosene while I'm here.

I have these recurring nightmares I've never told anybody about. That I'm actually the runt of the team. That something happens to my brother and I can't do anything about it because I'm weak. That sometimes I'm able to face the one behind it, and I still lose, because I'm weak. There's another one where I get hit by a car but I don't know what that's all about. I don't want to know.

...I'll just have to work twice as hard as usual. I'm not going to let this stupid injury keep me down and out! I'll impress that asshole sooner or later, not that I care for his approval. I'll take down grass types without a sweat. I'll make Master proud.

I just hope I can do it.
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I think my cut's healing up pretty nicely. It still hurts, but pain builds character. It is going to leave the best scar. And then when I'm old and sitting in a bar full of tough guys and we're comparing scars mine will totally blow theirs right out of the water. My sister's got an ear missing but I think this one even tops that!

Sunday was pretty fun, ladies. We should totally do it again soon. Only this time without COLONELL JERKBUTT barging in at 4 in the morning or whatever time it was. I still think he should be arrested. That's totally trespassing! And also super creepy!

Speaking of creepy, who's got the giant compensation mobile in the parking lot? What an eyesore.
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