no eyes.
so basically.
this weekend was weird.
my girls came for a little bit, then left.
my sister didnt come.
my mom came today and that basically saved me.
yesterday i was unable to drink, i gave up and went to sleep. it was a major slump in my career.
today i drank 5 beers and smoked a lot of weed.
im feeling a little better.
i think im giving up on guys, honestly.
i just dont know what to think anymore.
i cant understand anything they do, how they have no fucking hearts or brains. how it just doesnt matter to them.
its the same thing over and over again and i just dont know how much more i can take.
im bitching so bad right now and im sorry if you had to read this.
<3Emma