I remember the days when life was simple ....
Am I the only one who really misses their high school days? I mean ... it wasn't that long ago ... but I miss them so fucking much. It's crazy. I was looking through pictures of my senior prom and I realized just how great those days were. I had an indestructable circle of friends, everything was simple, life was easy, and more importantly every second of every day ... life was happy and fun. I thought back to all of the days when I didn't want to get up and go to school or the days when I was at school and hated it. It's sad. I looked at those pictures and realized that there were so many people that I knew but never gave myself the chance to get to know. It really makes me sad. I'm all misty... blah ... btw I start my new job on monday ... It's a catch 22. I'm getting paid a decent salary for someone who is only 18 but at the same time it's a full time position and mom keeps talking about my job in the future "in the future" "IN THE FUTURE" and it scares me to no end because I HAVE to go to school and taking night classes isn't going to get me where I want to go ... fuck it ... i'm not going to think about it. I hate this. Hmph ... I'm feeling really down right now for some odd reason. I think it's that whole high school thing that I just talked about. I miss it. I even miss the people who I didn't like way back then. I see people I knew of in high school now and everyone is doing something different. It's like two completely different worlds. I've seen some who now work at Denny's ... and then there are those that I saw at ASU before I fucked myself over there (which I regret with a deep deep passion now). BLAH FUCKING BLAH BLAH BLAH ... Excuse me while I go DIE!
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