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Oh for god's sake,everything happens for a reason.
I am absolutely calm and even though it's our two-month anniversary tommorow,he probably won't even think of calling me...
Who gives a shit,I'm gonna get pissed at a party and fucking go home...pissed.
Really?
Fuck it,I've got the best friends ever,so who gives a fucking damn about my love life.
And I really think I'm missing on opportunities.
And another thing.
So I talked to Simeon and he knows about my sexuality and we set things straight,so we don't misunderstand each other.He said that even at the times when I'm completely gay he loves me and it actually turns him on...So yeah...he's pretty cool with it.
But I feel like I might lose Iva as a friend if I tell her that I might as well like girls and boys...
And god,I can't fucking change who I am,I've been this way since when...6th grade?
Drama.
I feel like something's missing right now,but sooner or later everything will go to its normal place and life will be on track once more.
And I watched Coco avant Chanel and honestly...It is probably one of the best movies for 2009. French cinema=<3
I am absolutely calm and even though it's our two-month anniversary tommorow,he probably won't even think of calling me...
Who gives a shit,I'm gonna get pissed at a party and fucking go home...pissed.
Really?
Fuck it,I've got the best friends ever,so who gives a fucking damn about my love life.
And I really think I'm missing on opportunities.
And another thing.
So I talked to Simeon and he knows about my sexuality and we set things straight,so we don't misunderstand each other.He said that even at the times when I'm completely gay he loves me and it actually turns him on...So yeah...he's pretty cool with it.
But I feel like I might lose Iva as a friend if I tell her that I might as well like girls and boys...
And god,I can't fucking change who I am,I've been this way since when...6th grade?
Drama.
I feel like something's missing right now,but sooner or later everything will go to its normal place and life will be on track once more.
And I watched Coco avant Chanel and honestly...It is probably one of the best movies for 2009. French cinema=<3