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[vanwooterspoole]

...Lovers walk by
jealousy creeps in.
How come they're good enough
The lucky ones?
Is it not my turn
Am I too inept - karmically indebt?

Perhaps I'll never know
As only my true friends can see -
for they're the only ones who understand me;
meanwhile my guiding light dwindles

In my sleep another world awaits for me
One where I'm worthwhile - desireable
I not only love
but receive it's beauty

and so I sleep
content with my new found "reality"

-Borrowed from another