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It's been an interesting week.
...my hard drive, which crashed was apparently so dead that when I tried to reinstall Windows XP it overwrote my media drive instead. So... 3 years worth of Photoshop documents, pictures, and various graphic design projects have suddenly disappeared. To be honest, the only thing I really regret losing is the only photo I had of Anicka. That was great... it just served as a stark reminder that nothing is permanent and I have no idea when I'm going to lose something I treasure.
Andy and I moved into our own apartment as well, we got away from Ryan... which is probably a good thing since he can create a toxic environment as well. Furniture has been purchased and will be delivered on Wednesday... our apartment will be absolutely amazing by the time we're done with it.
We also got a wireless network set up into the apartment, which is definitely nice because I can now get onto Xbox live as well as sit here in front of our TV and write this entry on my laptop.
I feel tired... so very tired. There's a weariness that seems to settle around me these days more and more frequently. Randomly, I've noticed tears start leaking out. I'm not sure if there's something going on in my subconcious mind that is weighing heavily on it. Honestly, I think I would have been better served to spend my summer at home with my family. It would have been much more pleasant (damn stupid overheated weather in Walla Walla!) had I been there, and I think it would have been good for my family and for me if I could have made it to Amy's and Phil's funerals instead of staying up here and working on Photoshop tutorials. Well, that and I would have been able to hang out with everyone in the Bay Area and LA.
At the risk of whining like some stupid teen, I miss my friends back home. I want to go home.
...my hard drive, which crashed was apparently so dead that when I tried to reinstall Windows XP it overwrote my media drive instead. So... 3 years worth of Photoshop documents, pictures, and various graphic design projects have suddenly disappeared. To be honest, the only thing I really regret losing is the only photo I had of Anicka. That was great... it just served as a stark reminder that nothing is permanent and I have no idea when I'm going to lose something I treasure.
Andy and I moved into our own apartment as well, we got away from Ryan... which is probably a good thing since he can create a toxic environment as well. Furniture has been purchased and will be delivered on Wednesday... our apartment will be absolutely amazing by the time we're done with it.
We also got a wireless network set up into the apartment, which is definitely nice because I can now get onto Xbox live as well as sit here in front of our TV and write this entry on my laptop.
I feel tired... so very tired. There's a weariness that seems to settle around me these days more and more frequently. Randomly, I've noticed tears start leaking out. I'm not sure if there's something going on in my subconcious mind that is weighing heavily on it. Honestly, I think I would have been better served to spend my summer at home with my family. It would have been much more pleasant (damn stupid overheated weather in Walla Walla!) had I been there, and I think it would have been good for my family and for me if I could have made it to Amy's and Phil's funerals instead of staying up here and working on Photoshop tutorials. Well, that and I would have been able to hang out with everyone in the Bay Area and LA.
At the risk of whining like some stupid teen, I miss my friends back home. I want to go home.