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Just look at this, two days in a row. Looks like I found my journal again.
On my way home from work tonight I got tired of being sort of grown up. I miss driving around with nowhere to go with my girlfreinds in the car, smoking camel lights, singing along with the music, and dancing at red lights. I am tired of working all the time, going to school all the time, and most of all driving with places to go all the time. I want to drive around and not care about the efficient use of time, work and not count my money every night and estimate what needs to be spent where. I want to go back to Maura riding shotgun the summer gas was 76 cents a gallon when I drove around and got lost contantly but didn't care because I didn't really have anywhere I had to be and there was nothing I had to do but go to shows and enjoy myself, and make it home by 12. I'm so tired that sleeping doesn't satisfy my need for sleep, it's like I wake up and think of a million things I need to do and haven't done. I want to lay back in the grass in the middle of the night and look at the stars again without checking the grass to make sure there's nothing gross in it. Being sort of grown up sucks.
On my way home from work tonight I got tired of being sort of grown up. I miss driving around with nowhere to go with my girlfreinds in the car, smoking camel lights, singing along with the music, and dancing at red lights. I am tired of working all the time, going to school all the time, and most of all driving with places to go all the time. I want to drive around and not care about the efficient use of time, work and not count my money every night and estimate what needs to be spent where. I want to go back to Maura riding shotgun the summer gas was 76 cents a gallon when I drove around and got lost contantly but didn't care because I didn't really have anywhere I had to be and there was nothing I had to do but go to shows and enjoy myself, and make it home by 12. I'm so tired that sleeping doesn't satisfy my need for sleep, it's like I wake up and think of a million things I need to do and haven't done. I want to lay back in the grass in the middle of the night and look at the stars again without checking the grass to make sure there's nothing gross in it. Being sort of grown up sucks.