Ok....
So, I'm not quite as morose since my last post. I guess the passing time makes the pain easier to bear. I'm slowly remembering that I have a sense of self.....AND SELF WORTH. It's funny how those who slip beneath the radar can truly ruin everything that is sacred and already fragile. What a devestating awareness, how we can love the unlovable, and fade a little more inside each day while waiting pensively for the mercy killing of our souls. But, we'd rather say "I need you" with deminishing purpose than to to say "no more". It's like cocaine. So, for those of you who read this, I hope someone, somewhere is loving you.......everything about you....without hesitation, without pretense and without selfishness.