Sigh....
At the risk of sounding like a complete cry baby (which someone actually compared me to today)I just want to say, that I've had one of the worst days in a very long time. I went to bed feeling upset and woke up to a really crazy making email. People suck. I mean, I know I'm not perfect......I screw up, don't always think, let people down. But, I never intend to make people upset. I suppose to some, that's a weak excuse. However, if someone can't give me the chance to put things right, what am I to do? I feel like a child being scolded. A child who "should've known better." I feel like a complete idiot. I feel like no mastter what I do, I'm always pissing someone off, that my efforts to be a decent human being fall short constantly. I can hold a grudge as long as the next guy. But, I typically don't use it as ammunition later on. If it needs to be said...let it be said. Otherwise, keep your opinions to yourself....that's my motto. And, it seems that the people I tend to piss off the most....always have me over a barrell somehow. FUN. I'm left scurrying, trying to do damage control or find an immediate fall back plan. People really like to fuck with me, I swear to god.
God.....spirituality, that's a whole other issue altogether. I think this little witch is haning up her cloak and retiring. Know anyone who needs books, herbs, tools, etc.........I don't believe in anything anymore........
God.....spirituality, that's a whole other issue altogether. I think this little witch is haning up her cloak and retiring. Know anyone who needs books, herbs, tools, etc.........I don't believe in anything anymore........