This thing, called love

Mar 23, 2009 20:52





Yan Ning! Thanks for listening to me talk crap today. (: HAHA.
Aren't you glad I accompanied you to the bus stop??

Well, decided to post again!
First day of school.
ICK.
It was horrible, because SOMEONE decided to abandon me!
But anyway, I understand la.
I wish I didn't need to go either!
But if I didn't, i wouldn't have heard claudia say ----! HAHAHAHAHA.
Still cracks me up!
Anyway, realised during SS that OMFG, O levels is seriously getting closer and closer.
I'm scared I won't be able to concentrate and study properly with all PGA and other things going on!
Like right now, I'm actually posting here. Hmm.
Gaaaah, then everytime I think about it i panic! :(
I hate these stupid panic attacks, always happening during exams.
DAMN.
And I realised a reason I did badly for SS was also because I panicked!
Could have done SO much better than what I got...
Sigh, somehow I'm starting to feel like sec 3 year is repeating itself over again.
Everyone's saying I'm stressed out and all, I'm starting to think I am!
(Like, overly la, I'm sure everyone's definitely stressed!)
Actually, I think I'm really going psycho again! Haha.
Man, I'm so pathetic, I need help!
And you know what, looking at our CC Training pictures,
I realise I AM gonna miss CCA.
I'm gonna miss SAC Guides.
I'm gonna miss my Company.
I'm gonna miss our class.
I'm gonna miss our teachers.
I'm gonna miss SACSS.
I'm gonna miss my friends.

I don't want this year to end!!!!

PS: Oh, but thank you God for at least giving me the people I love, so that life doesn't suck THAT bad! (:
PSS: And I was so desperate to be happy again, I shopped online. HAHA. Whoopee! :D
Hope I can actually fit the clothes I ordered. :/
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