sunrise;sunset
i have friends and i keep them close, but for some reason they are only my good friends for about 2 years and then we never hang out anymore...is it me? i dont see how it could be. im sincere, i dont talk shit, im always there whenever they need me. i guess they arent worth it if they dont want to be in my life. i just wish i could have someone there that i can count on. maybe i need to settle down and get a girlfriend?
here is a list of things that i should change about myself:
1. sometimes i am too passive about things, it's usually because i dont care, however i should speak up more.
2. i self-medicate my problems with drugs and alcohol.
3. i have a shitty job
4. no college education.
5. im lazy
6. im paranoid
7. i see shit (you wouldnt believe me if i told you)
im thinking about checking myself into an institution of sort. i dont have the money for a shrink so i think thats the best option.
here is a list of things that i should change about myself:
1. sometimes i am too passive about things, it's usually because i dont care, however i should speak up more.
2. i self-medicate my problems with drugs and alcohol.
3. i have a shitty job
4. no college education.
5. im lazy
6. im paranoid
7. i see shit (you wouldnt believe me if i told you)
im thinking about checking myself into an institution of sort. i dont have the money for a shrink so i think thats the best option.