innocence
bjork never ceases to amaze and spell out another part of my life for me. what a wonderfully talented lady. her new volta cd is playing through my head like crazy; i should buy it...and the others.
but really, this isn't about college. this is about me.
in short, i'm scared for college.
i'm scared that i'll be left behind while all my friends grow up around me.
i'm not sure if i'm ready to leave behind the past.
at the same time, i'm not sure i want to keep it.
i don't want to keep it.
i'm happy with what i've got at this moment.
i'm afraid to ask for more; i might lose it all.
i can't see myself as what i've become; i need a polaroid.
but at least i have something to aim for even it seems so hazy.
i think i'm living a template life and a part of me hates it, the part that doesn't want to stay the same, even if the same is better and happier than the old.
i can only hope to have another fortunate year ahead.
(the bjork- "innocence" music video...amazing)
http://myspacetv.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=15101390
but really, this isn't about college. this is about me.
in short, i'm scared for college.
i'm scared that i'll be left behind while all my friends grow up around me.
i'm not sure if i'm ready to leave behind the past.
at the same time, i'm not sure i want to keep it.
i don't want to keep it.
i'm happy with what i've got at this moment.
i'm afraid to ask for more; i might lose it all.
i can't see myself as what i've become; i need a polaroid.
but at least i have something to aim for even it seems so hazy.
i think i'm living a template life and a part of me hates it, the part that doesn't want to stay the same, even if the same is better and happier than the old.
i can only hope to have another fortunate year ahead.
(the bjork- "innocence" music video...amazing)
http://myspacetv.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=15101390