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Jun 11, 2009 13:53

He never came back to me. No matter how much I lost, not matter how I much I needed him- he left.
It's been a long time since I've been on here. I slumped into the worst depression I have ever known.
I really need him. I wish he would come back.
Fuck that, he is never coming back!
He has a new girlfriend.
She is everything I'm not.
She is beautiful,skinny,confident, and a MODEL.
can my life get any worse?
I think I'm going to stay on here for good.
I cant let him get the best of me, not now, not ever.

Well.
I reached my goal of 115.
I'm not any happier, but once I keep loosing I will love myself and someone who I love will love ME.
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