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Just before I got to the door this afternoon Laura (in her half comatosen half awake state of mind) said, “I love you” and I made her repeat it, maybe it was because I didn’t hear her, or I didn’t believe she said, or maybe I just wanted to hear it again. And with out hesitation she repeated it, and that meant the world. This isn’t the first time I had to stop a appreciate those words, same thing happen last week when Alex said good bye, and when I got off the phone with dan, I’m not sure why I even appreciate it. could be because someone remember to go out of there normal diction and say three words, or because I not use to hearing it, or maybe it’s because I’m tricked into believing the meaning, whatever it is I sure am glad it’s there. And the truth is, I have to sallow my baggage to be able to say it back...but I’m working on that.