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I WANTED TO MOAN FOR YOU.
Today was utterly amazing; those are the only words to describe what occurred with Julie. This is the girl I was meant to be with, I can feel it when our moist lips press firmly against one another. I was born missing the single most important piece of me, Julie. Every time I press my lips against hers I feel complete. We kissed and spoke of love for endless hours until the time came when I had to leave. We went to the train station, the train I had planned on taking was due to arrive at 7:07 and was there when I arrived, although I still needed a ticket so we decided to go home for me to take the 9:07 train back to Irvine. We went back to Julie’s house and once again lied in her bed, now the room was almost pitch black and all I could see was her twinkling green eyes and the outline of her beautiful figure, once again we pressed together and kissed, hugged, tugged, and spoke of our true love and desires, tonight was most definitely one of the most precious moments of my life that will be forever remembered. As most close friends of mine know, until very recently I was probably the most innocent slut anyone had ever known. Now I’ve experimented so much, but my desire to stay away from casual sex, drugs, and alcohol still remains with the title of straightxedge so I have not yet given up my precious virginity, Julie WILL be my first, there’s no question about that, its just a matter of when. It will be perfect. Tonight was amazing, so amazing. I love Julie with all of my heart, she is my only true love, she is my ideal perfection.
For the first time in my life, I felt beautiful tonight.
xo,
Christmas Lights + Heroin Injections