almost 24

Aug 13, 2007 22:24

i havent used livejournal in a real long time
i still wonder if anyone uses it...
i always had fun.
what made me think of it- i was on myspace and some girl that i half know
posted that her aim name was vanity out and i was like UHUH thats My name I made that shit up!
ha (so much for its meaning huh?) so here i am reminiscing the old days of being vanityout - a name that i always really cared for

whats new?
im back in folsom, ive been "back' for two years now and i really dislike being a participant of sacramento most of the time.
i know that sounds dreadful and mean to my fellow sacramentans but this place is a bit of a black hole... some nice people of course though.
just trying to finish up community college so i can transfer Somewhere Else and pursue a life all my own.
im sure one day ill just pick up and leave and not tell anyone, i miss rambling.
im like an insomniac who cant stop dreaming.

my hairs long and im a woman now.
i work as an innkeeper at a fancy b&b downtown. (That i love)
i have boyfriend that i like a lot although were pretty up and down for two years and going...
im still singing with my brother in our band dustybrown, i like singing a lot. my cousins in on it these days too, thankfully.
school starts next week and im going to try to kick Ass this semester by being quite diligent and never leaving my house (mhm)

does anyone have first hand experience with Drive? as in Being Driven?  doing that which you Want to do?
i need lessons in making It happen.  theres so much inspiration built up inside of me and unseen talent that goes unknown
and i want it to be out and making my life worth living... so How?  theres a missing piece...

im going to enjoy a glass of grapefruit juice now and try not to go out.

take care
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