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Being home is horrible. Not that I don't love my friends and did not miss them likt crazy while I was away, is just that I tried so desperatly to make friends for like 8 months and formed a great base of people I really care about, and then we all get sent to our respective courners of the country. Plus, no one else is home yet, work hasn't really started, so I sit around.
Rant for the night:PEOPLE HERE ARE SO FUCKING FLAKEY. I feel like I have been replaced with new friendships they all formed while staying a few hours away from each other at most. I did what I feel was best for me, and I couldn't be happier, except coming home is aweful cuz I get this feeling that people around here don't need my friendship anymore. I seriously can't remember being this miserable, feeling this that no one here missed me in the least and they are going to continue to do just fine without me around. I just want work to start so I have something to think about and look forward to. Is it fall semester yet? Get me the fuck out of here.
Rant for the night:PEOPLE HERE ARE SO FUCKING FLAKEY. I feel like I have been replaced with new friendships they all formed while staying a few hours away from each other at most. I did what I feel was best for me, and I couldn't be happier, except coming home is aweful cuz I get this feeling that people around here don't need my friendship anymore. I seriously can't remember being this miserable, feeling this that no one here missed me in the least and they are going to continue to do just fine without me around. I just want work to start so I have something to think about and look forward to. Is it fall semester yet? Get me the fuck out of here.