(smily face
SO here I am, with a new journal
Since I hadnt written in the old one since really early in the year, i figured i needed something new, for some reason right now i feel like im starting over, and this just works for me
Winter break was the best one i can think of in forever. My friends all seems relitivly happy. I got to spend time with just them. And yes, even though i went through a break up, im feeling like i came out of it alright due to the support i found myself engulfed in. Having everyone back ment so much to me, and i really got to talk to people i knew but never understood.
There is one real confusion in my life. I want a girl friend, even if it just for a while. I want a girl to hold in my arms and just be with, because that experience i think would be so rewarding and wonderful and meaning full, even if it wasnt lonf term, just to understand. Fuck high school, i live in the fucking bay area where are all the gay people when you need them? And ill end up at college somewhere very straight and never really have the chance to be romantic with a girl. grrrrrrrrrrr
i love people
Since I hadnt written in the old one since really early in the year, i figured i needed something new, for some reason right now i feel like im starting over, and this just works for me
Winter break was the best one i can think of in forever. My friends all seems relitivly happy. I got to spend time with just them. And yes, even though i went through a break up, im feeling like i came out of it alright due to the support i found myself engulfed in. Having everyone back ment so much to me, and i really got to talk to people i knew but never understood.
There is one real confusion in my life. I want a girl friend, even if it just for a while. I want a girl to hold in my arms and just be with, because that experience i think would be so rewarding and wonderful and meaning full, even if it wasnt lonf term, just to understand. Fuck high school, i live in the fucking bay area where are all the gay people when you need them? And ill end up at college somewhere very straight and never really have the chance to be romantic with a girl. grrrrrrrrrrr
i love people