sa-TERD-day..

[vanityangel89]

today sucked ass. i woke up thinking 'yay saturday, gonna hang out with the 3 crackwhores!'. so i ate breakfast yada..yada.. then out of the blue i get a call from my friend Sara, whom i havent seen since like 6th grade, i was like :O! no way u remember my phone number lol! we plan on hanging out..anyways.. ate breakfast and got all ready. then my mom says to me "NO WAY UR WALKIGN OUT OF THE HOUSE WEARING THAT" im like omg wtf!! all of a sudden she has issues with what i wear. wtf really. so im like fine WHATEVER bitch and i changed, and i ruined my perfect hair day :(. but i managed to fix it.. not as good as before though >=/. my family is being really mean to me. ive always been the outkast of my family. well they can go to hell! bastards! anyways.. so we get in the car, like its routine so i figured i was goin to the mall. but in the end 'mother' was being such a bitch and wouldnt let me go. i was really sad and also FUCKING PISSED OMGGGG. i wanted to grab her by the hair and slam her head into the window repeatedly.. im having soo many really bad issues with my family its not even funny.mainly because of the whole alcohol thingy. i wanna be put up for adoption! or like im thinking of runnign away for a while, ive got a place to stay and all, im just really worried about skewl and stuff. anyways.. my loser bro and mom ended up dragging me along with them to the utep library. dont get me wrong, it wouldnt of minded being there if i wasnt with my family. she kept looking for books on alcaholism liek on purpose to piss me off. dirty whore. i asked if she could take me to barnes and noble to get a new book and she was being a total uber bitch and wouldnt take me or let me do anything. i fucking hate her. she said i will no longer shop for myself (WTF JUST BUY ME SOMETHING GHETTO BITCH, ILL FUCKING THROW IT AWAY), i will no longer get my weekly money, no longer get my "freedom". i fucking hate her so badly its not even funny. seriously. this day was full of hate. makes me want to lash out on someone! lol.. anyways, i got into a couple of bitch fights with her in the library, and i was really mean to my brother too. socially challenged dick head. i think i accidently gave really mean looks to innocent strangers. Lol! liek this one guy.. he was about my age (or atleast looked it), and he worked there too. reminded me of u eh Marco (ep marco..)! haha sorry stranger! yeh then we went to go eat at golden corral, i dont really like that place but w/e. then i got home, then iw ent over to saras house but she wasnt home, i saw her mom. i was like 'hi!' "hi!..? david right?" im like haha yeahh so is sarah home? "noo she went swimming. u look good!" haha im like thx u 2! then i was like byeee nice seeing u and left.. yehh guess ill see her tomorow.. then just came back home and watched tv. kewl movies.. i hate my family. THIS WEEKEND IS GONNA FUCKING SUCK!! i wish i could go back to last weekend :(..

P.S. im really sorry jordan, cathy and kati! :(.. i promise we will hang out once im out of jail! er.. moms evil bitchyness treatment! tomatoe..tomatoh..